My life!

OK, well I feel like I should go back and tell a litte information since all of these pictures are old and you will know nothing as to what they are about. My daughter is my world! I have ALWAYS loved her but I initially was not ready to have a child, I think everyone knows that this was not a planned thing! I can say though that within the last three months I have loved being a mom! My whole aspect on life has completely changed! I enjoy different things than I used to, she is my entertainment and I can say that although sometimes I am ready for a break (when her dad takes her) it is starting to get harder and harder. I miss her so much by the end of the weekend that I can barely wait to see her! Now, I will say that she is just like any other three year old and there is times that she can not be as well behaved as I would like and there are times that I may get frustrated (that is what I am talking about, with enjoying the breaks) but I can't imagine loving anyone more in the world!



I have to say, although some people may disagree that I have been very blessed in my life. Things have not always gone the way that I wanted to, but would that be life it it did? I went through four years of my life that I can say might have been the toughest ever. Loving someone that does not love you back the way that you want them to is very hard, and very heartbreaking! Those four years though have only made me stronger though and I thank God everyday that he placed that in my hands. besides I got a wonderful thing from the whole situation! So then my next obstacle in life was when I discovered that I had MS. Wow, what a surprise! I was only 21 when I found out, we have all been that age at one point and we all think that we are invincible. I thought that the past four years had been hard, I knew at that point I had a disease that I was going to have to fight the rest of my life! I can say that I was very lucky with the fact that I caught it so quick but it hasn't always mapped out exactly the way that I have wanted it to. I have made a couple switches of medicine and have had a few loops to jump through but all and all I am doing pretty good! Now, we just have the road ahead to face and I pray to God that it will be an easy one! So now comes the part about me being blessed, not only do I have a wonderful daughter but I have been very blessed to get a nice home. When I found out I had MS, I told my mom "Now that I know that I have this disease, I want a few things for myself, not that I think I am going to die, but I want to have a normal life and I want a house to plant flowers at and have a family" Although, I don't plant flowers and obviously don't have a family, (well actually I have the best family anyone could ask for but I wouldn't say that it is the All American Family, my twin sister, Addy and I)I still have been very lucky with having a nice house and everything that I need in it. I love my house and although it is something very small, I don't need anything big! I have been lucky and fortunate enough to have nice things like a nice truck and have the money to get the things that I want and that my daughter wants (or thinks that she needs!) Also, I have been lucky to have a job that supports me and and is understanding with my MS. So yes, thank you Lord for all that you have done for my Family and I!!

So now, it is time for some pictures, I won't go through explaining each one cause they are all pretty basic.