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Ok, so I promise I am really going to try and get better about posting again. Things have just been really busy with the new job! I took the girls to see Hannah Montana the other night in
3-D and they really enjoyed it except for the fact that Cameryn kept saying really loud "you silly man, don't hit me in the face!" Talk about too many giddy girls in one spot, the place was completley full with young, energized girls that were so excited to see the show. I put a picture on here with them in the 3-D glasses but it wasn't the best because it was a little dark. I have to tell you though, even though I am the mom and I am supposed to be just excited for the reason of seeing the girls excited, I think I enjoyed it just as much! Addy lost her glasses some how in the middle of the movie (don't ask me how, Addy does alot of things that I don't know how she did, I am not sure where she gets that........Joel, don't say anything!) and being the mom, I had to give up mine so that she could watch it but the selfish part of me did not want to, because then the movie wasn't nearly as good! I am just glad that she is at the age that she watches something that is somewhat interesting......atleast it isn't Barney!

So as most of you know these last few weeks have been quite challanging for me, and not only me but also Addy! Mom, told me when this all was in the midst that when the devil feels threatened by you he will find ways to come in your life, and wow that is true! We were all trying to get back in church and back to the place that we needed to and not only that but the place that I want to be! He came in and tore something out of my life that is not nearly appreciated enough from me and unfortunalty I just had to learn it the hard way. Even though this has been tough some days and made the independence part of me come out significantly, this was all for the best and made me realize alot of things! First, I know it is supposed to be the other way around but Addy has really been someone that I rely on, her and I have formed such a bond throughout all of this and her and I have made it through together. I have realized how important my sister is to me! Kellie is going to move on a marry one day and she will not live with me and so this will all happen eventually, but I guess it is just the thought, that this is not the way that it was supposed to happen. So.......the devil tried to come in my life and take me down, but I will not let him ruin anything and Kellie, Addy and I are all stong enough to not let him take over!

So we leave in 3 weeks for the cruise and we are so excited! I have already started packing Addy and I's bags! (can you tell I am excited?) Addy can't get over the fact that we are going on a boat that has shopping in it! She was afraid that the sharks would get her, and I tried to explain to her that this boat is way too big, that couldn't happen! My cruise was fun last year, but I am so excited to experience all of this with Addy!

Ok.....I will post again soon!